Tuesday, December 24, 2024

I really dont understand leftist obsessions with jobs guarantees

 So, I just came across some dude spamming reddit with claims that we can solve climate change by reducing our production...but then pushing for a fricking JOB GUARANTEE of all things. Really. I hate how leftists try to shoehorn this into every discussion about climate change. Like, "you know what we really need? more jobs!"

And this wasn't even in the context of like a green new deal type program. Like that I kinda get. We can "create jobs" in alternative energy as an attempt to transition our grid to cleaner sources of energy. I dont support creating jobs for their own sake and see the GND as an overpriced and glorified jobs program, but I get the aim, and I do support some sort of climate package aimed at productively transitioning us away from fossil fuels.

But here's the thing. You have a problem where human activity is causing climate change, and what kind of activity are we talking about? I mean, we're talking about production. We're talking about work, about jobs. And these guys are like....LETS PUSH A JOB GUARANTEE even as they're talking about working less. To be fair, Im half convinced the dude was communist because he seemed to advocate for some sort of system of centralized planning or some crap as the government would have to coordinate production to let this work. 

But let's face it. Most americans would explicitly reject that crap. Theres a reason a lot of rightoids reject climate change. Yeah some of it is ignorance, but a lot of it is because the implications are anti capitalist and because they see it as a bunch of communists trying to justify taking control of the economy and forcing communism on us. The public would never go for this sort of thing, it's a non starter, and tbqh, it's not even DESIRABLE to me.

Like, if we can talk about working less, WHY THE HECK WOULD WE INSIST ON GUARANTEEING JOBS?! Instead, what you do is break the link between work and income, you give people a UBI, as well as corresponding basic services like healthcare, education and housing, and then you make work voluntary and reduce working hours.

Like, I dont explicitly use my ideas to advocate for degrowth, but can they be repurposed for that? hell yeah. Would it be better than some weird communist approach to climate change? YES! Because it literally relies on capitalism and at most gently guiding humanity toward working less. if we break the link between work and income and shift the culture away from being obsessed with production and consumption, we can solve the problems with human activity just by....incentivizing people work less. 

Im not saying the public would accept that. As we saw with COVID, the Karens and the right would still complain and of course the wealthy wouldnt like it because muh profits and probably do psy ops against that too. But my solution would lead to voluntary action.

You know, one thing I've noticed through my studies of capitalism. Capitalists fear that allowing people to work less will generate sentiment that undermines the entire system. It's like, they fear that if people learn there's more to life than working and consuming, people won't want to work and consume and the problem with capitalism will take care of itself. As productive capacities keep increasing, if we keep putting those productivity gains into maintaining the current output with less effort, we might not grow, and rich people might not profit. because these guys are obsessed with growth, as a result, they've kept us on a cycle of working the same amount for more and more output, and we havent had a reduction in the work week in almost 90 years as a result. We're 6x as productive per person as 100 years ago, but we work about as much. This is due to social engineering. We did this. We created this system. We can solve it without even needing to resort to communism. You take my current ideas, and ramp up the anti work aspects of them. 

Like, as i implement my ideas, I basically just assume that people will want to work, and people will want to keep the economy growing and consuming, so I kind of curb my ambitions because I fully recognize that and quite frankly, my ideas can be scaled as we desire.

If we want to maintain a tranditional capitalist economy, we just maybe work a little less gradually and have a smaller UBI. But if we want to really put the brakes on the economy, we could just take my ideas and put them on steroids. Like instead of 25% working less and 75% growth or something, we could be like, nah, let's go full working less and no growth. We could do it. I wouldnt advise doing it, but if climate change forces that reality on us, well....it beats communism. 

I just get irritated by these utopian thinkers who are like..."you know what we really need? a job guarnatee". We have the perfect excuse to get rid of work for good and we dont wanna take it because of stupid ideological bullcrap. Really, I just cant wrap my head around leftism sometimes because they just have such bad brainrot on this stuff sometimes.

Monday, December 23, 2024

New research confirms what we already knew deep down about the democratic party

 So...this is one of those times I am glad to be proven wrong. I was dooming for much of 2024, not just because trump is a wannabe autocrat, but because i feared that Biden/Harris losing would be a repudiation of the democrats in a way that would actually kill my entire ideology in its infancy. As you guys know, I'm literally the anti work and free money guy, and basically, the republicans were trying to pin inflation on Biden, arguing...specifically against free money and working less.

However, it seems like, as the 2024 autopsy is being done, another narrative is emerging instead. It's one in which the democrats are out of touch with Americans, and "overly focused on diversity and elites." 

To give a few small quotes from the above article:

When asked to compare the Democratic Party to an animal, one participant compared the party to an ostrich because “they’ve got their heads in the sand and are absolutely committed to their own ideas, even when they’re failing.” Another likened them to koalas, who “are complacent and lazy about getting policy wins that we really need.” Democrats, another said, are “not a friend of the working class anymore.”

 This is a "no crap shirlock" moment from me. I've been calling this since 2016. As I keep saying, the democratic party can't fail, it can only be failed, and they lecture and condescend to the voters while shaming them for wrong think. And yeah, they're worthless at fighting for people in office. It's just watering stuff down and then weaponized incompetence. I dont blame people for not being happy with Biden's performance in office based on this.

“I think what the Democratic elites and their politicians believe is often very different from what the average Democratic voter is,” said a Georgia man who voted for Biden in 2020 but Trump in 2024. “The elites that run the Democratic Party — I think they’re way too obsessed with appealing to these very far-left social progressivism that’s very popular on college campuses.”

 In a way they are. It's all social justice politics and then on economics it's just running to the center to win over moderate republicans. 

On inflation:

“Obviously I wouldn’t want stuff to go up, but at the same time, in the long run, would it be better off for America and maybe having more stuff made here?” said one man from Wisconsin.

 I just did an article on this earlier. No, hard disagree. It's not about the jobs. It's about the quality of the jobs. Factory work aint great. Hell, when we forced people into factories at the start of capitalism, people hated it the same way they hate minimum wage service jobs now. But over time, unions made factory work dignified while service work is still considered very low end, and has pay and working conditions that reflects that. They're considered to be "jobs for high schoolers" by middle class conservatives, and not "real jobs." But in reality, all jobs that are useful are "real jobs", it's just a matter of making them pay, and making them dignified. Service workers need better working protections, they need higher wages, better hours, access to healthcare, and let's face it, we ALL need a UBI. Ya know? Let's not romanticize bringing the old jobs back. What we need are to make the new jobs suck less.

Even though the focus group voters did not solely blame Harris for their distaste of the Democratic Party, they also weren’t happy about her candidacy. Participants described her as “inauthentic,” “very dishonest” and “did not seem competent.”

 An Arizona man, citing the time Harris said, “you better thank a union member,” during a speech in Detroit, said “that was very disingenuous to me because I didn’t see an honest person that could be president.”

“It seemed like a lot of what she came out and said wasn’t really off-the-cuff, wasn’t coming from her,” said another man who voted for Biden in 2020 and Trump in 2024. “Seemed like every interview, every time she came out and talked about something, it was planned out and never her thoughts, didn’t seem genuine to her thoughts, whereas, Trump, even though you never really knew what he was going to say, when he was going to say it, it was always him and genuine to what he thought, so that’s what swayed me.”

 Let's face it, they're not wrong. Harris DOES kind of come off as dishonest and inauthentic. And you wanna know why? Some of it was BECAUSE THE DEMOCRATS FORCED A BRAND ON HER! Seriously, Harris aint as far left as I'd like her to be, but she's significantly further left than she portrayed herself in 2024. She came off as inauthentic because she was fitting the stereotype of inoffensive corporate democrat. She moved away from her actual based policy stances on issues like healthcare, then had to thread the needle with explain why she backed away and yeah, you force a candidate to conform to all of these little boxes they dont normally tick off to make them fit the stereotype of your typical inoffensive corporate dem, and she's gonna come off as bland, uninspiring, and inauthentic. 

That inauthenticity come from the fact that she basically was trying to dodge questions and couldn't be herself, because that's not what the corporate democrats behind the scenes wanted her to be. 

Not that it matters. Even being herself, Harris has always been kind of on the "fauxgressive" side of the spectrum, coming off as more progressive as she was, in a pathetic attempt to emulate Obama and win back Bernie voters in 2020, while basically being a team player. So people dont like it because they smelled her out to be this inauthentic corporate democrat. And to be honest, they ain't wrong. As i write this, I struggle more and more to actually figure out what Harris stands for. Was she always a corporate dem, or was she always more progressive than her record lets on? Who knows? And that's why she didn't land. She really does lack authenticity. 

Several participants also raised the transgender attack ad that the Trump campaign deployed against Harris, which showed a 2019 clip of her expressing support for gender affirming surgery for state prison inmates. The ad’s tagline included: “Kamala is for they/them. President Trump is for you.”

Democrats disagree on the potency of the attack ad, but several participants raised it unprompted in the focus groups.

Lagging turnout was a major problem for Democrats in November. One woman from Georgia who didn’t vote in 2024 said that she didn’t agree with Harris’ “thinking that it’s okay for children to change their body parts.”

“I think that there needs to be some parameters on what’s accepted in society and what isn’t. Some of the societal norms, and I think that the Democrats have tried to open that up a little too much,” said a woman from Wisconsin who also didn’t vote in 2024.

When asked by the moderator if she was referring to the “trans issue,” the woman said, “primarily that.”

 Ok, this is where I have to cringe a little bit. Like, let's be clear. I'm pro trans. Transgender issues fundamentally arent much different than the gay issues of the 2000s. People just dont understand it, they need to be educated a bit, and yeah.

On that issue, let me say this. NO ONE WANTS TO CHOP OFF YOUR KID'S PP WILLY NILLY!

Seriously, gender dysphoria is a diagnosable condition in the DSM5. You can call it an "identity", a "mental illness" what have you, but it's real. And the best treatment is to LET THEM LIVE THEIR LIVES AND AFFIRM THEIR CHOICES TO TRANSITION IF THEY DESIRE TO. 

When minors seek that kind of treatment, they do so after years of therapy and introspection. Doctors are involved every step of the way. The reason they give puberty blockers to teens is because it's easier for them to transition BEFORE they go through puberty. And symptoms manifest themselves young, like 9-12ish. So, they delay puberty, they do watchful waiting to rule out other possible causes, and then later in their teen years, we're talking like 15-17 or something, they might transition. 

That's how this works. What traditionalists wanna do is force people to go through puberty, become adults, and THEN transition, when it is more harmful for them to do so and there are more complications. Ya know? I get it from an intuitive perspective. "Do we really trust kids to make that decision? Democrats go too far." Understanding the science, yes, I do. As long as doctors are giving the green light. 

If I were to change my rhetoric at all, I would say that the child should have a doctor's approval to transition. That makes the process sound more authoritative and like we're not just changing kids body parts willy nilly. It might satisfy some fence sitters and improve support for the democrats' point of view without compromising trans rights much.

Either way, do you guys understand why TYT was like...moderating this issue on their program? They've been doing that and being crucified by the far left for doing so. I do think at the very least a rhetorical approach to how we approach the issue needs to change. Drop the awkward "birthing persons" language, stop the woke scolding, that sort of thing. Make some mild, mostly rhetorical concessions. We won the gay marriage issue on freedom. We can win the trans issue on freedom, it just involves having the country come around a bit to our point of view, which we can do simply by disavowing the loudest and most obnoxious people on the left on the issue. People dont like wokeism. They dont like the social justice crap. Get rid of it. But at the same time, dont really give up on the issues as much. I think these issues are winnable, it just involves reframing them a bit.

Like, if youre not in the know, and youre in normieville, the democrats look BAD on these issues. They're cringe. They're condescending, lectury, and literally believe in punishing anyone who doesnt toe their line on things. They look culturally authoritarian. They look like THE RIGHT with their moral panics and policing. And because most of them dont understand the science of transgender care, they think it's weird, like it's just some weird lifestyle choice it doesnt make sense for kids to do, and like we're trying to convert them to something and push it on them. It's nonsense and that perception comes primarily from ignorance, but it is what it is. And we gotta change our strategy if we want to make the issue palatable to the public. I personally believe it is winnable, but it is going to involve reframing the issue, and maybe making some minor concessions that will piss off the SJW crowd. Oh well, screw them, if this article taught me anything it's that those guys are out of step with the country. 

Anyway, the conclusion I draw is that if the democrats were gonna lose, this is the best possible version of that. We lost because we were too centrist on economics, ineffective and unwilling to do anything, while appearing wildly obsessed with cultural issues. And I do agree with the assessment that we need to shift left on economics, but a bit to the center on social issues. Im not saying abandon our roots on the social. But make minor concessions for the sake of winning elections, and dont come off as the pink haired psychos who wanna scold everyone for not having the "correct" position on issues. Americans need to be guided gently toward the right positions, not screamed at and lectured by some weirdo gender studies major with dyed hair, you know? 

And for the love of god, DO SOMETHING ABOUT HEALTHCARE AND OTHER ECONOMIC ISSUES. Seriously, the impression I get over the past month is americans are genuinely ANGRY about their living conditions. being this out of touch economic centrist isnt gonna win elections. it just isn't. We're in an era of populism, and we need to get that.

I love the president elon musk memes

 So...yeah. F elon musk. I know the dude was a UBI guy back in the day, but he isn't now. He's a corporatist ghoul. I was kinda supportive of him taking over twitter at the time (one of my few takes that aged poorly), but he ruined it. And he basically helped literally buy the presidency. 

The weird bromance between Musk and Trump has been weird. Dude isnt an elected official, he isn't even eligible to be president. He's a DONOR. But for some reason this guy has a prominent role in his administration.

Some people even suspect...he's actually president and Trump isn't. And it kinda seems true in a way. He's the mega donor calling the shots. He's the Koch brothers or George Soros of 2024. Sometimes the mega donors have more power than the politicians, because they functionally own the politicians. Makes you understand why our politics sucks so much. 

But...let's face it, Trump has a HUGE ego, and he doesnt like being outshined. So if people start saying that Musk is the real president and he isn't, it emasculates him. it diminishes him. it outshines him. And he cant tolerate that, so the best way to break up this weird bromance they got going on is actually to keep doing these memes. It will mess with trump's ego, since he himself is terminally online and probably surfing X or truthsocial from the toilet as we speak. And it will cause tension. Which probably won't end well for the alliance. 

So yeah, keep doing it. At the very least it's psychological warfare that messes with trump's ego, and it might actually end whatever weird creepy alliance they got going on right now.

How Trump is gonna screw gamers over

 So...gamers. I'm talking to you. Real talk. If you need any hardware, get it NOW. Get it this christmas. I know I'm kinda late saying this on Dec 23, but Trump tariffs are gonna SCREW UP the entire market. 

As some of you know, Trump wants to put a 60% tariff on anything coming from China. This is gonna screw up the market for PC and other hardware majorly. Your typical laptop is gonna go up by $350...which is the cost of a laptop for me, give I'd be buying entry level, or $200 for tablets, which is...again, what I typically spend on that. Of course, I buy at the lower end, but say, $350 for a laptop x1.6...$560, $200x1.6....$320. Yeah. Trump is about to rip you a new one. Want that PS5? Well, $500x1.6...$800. Oh, and dont get me going on the GPU market. $190 for an entry level RX 6600 which is the cheapest GPU i'd recommend in good conscience...$304.

Yeah. Trump is gonna screw you over. Glad I upgraded my PC the last 2 years. Glad I went for a tablet/handheld this year. Hopefully I can make it through this hot mess of an administration, but make sure your tech is new and current, or as new and current as you can get, and hopefully we can weather the next 4 years. This is gonna SUCK. 

Why is trump doing this? Ermahgerd, we gotta make america great again by bringing t3h jerbs back!

And I kinda...get it? We all know the economy hasnt been working for Americans for years now. I get why Trump thinks this is the answer, but this isn't it, dawg. We kinda got full employment, we just came off of a small inflationary spiral. THIS IS NOT HELPING! THIS IS GONNA RAISE THE COST OF THINGS. And will it meaningfully improve the life of the american worker. here's a better idea, lets try to improve the jobs we have with some regulation like a higher minimum wage, or maybe have a UBI. And while that arguably could possibly raise costs too, at least the amount of money we have in our pocket compensates for it. If raising the minimum wage doubles wages while raising costs by like 10-20%, that's a win. This raises costs by 30-60% for....what tangible benefit exactly? Other than the aesthetics of doing crappy factory work again. It wasnt the work that was great, it was the pay and benefits and stability they offered. You aren't giving us that. Because that's not what MAGA is about. it's Reaganism with nationalist aesthetics.

Which brings us to the other problem with this. Trump's doing this to give tax breaks to his rich friends. Tariffs are TAXES. They're consumption taxes. He wants to put insanely high tariffs on things and is flirting with eliminating the income tax. What would this do? It means YOU pay more while his rich buddies don't pay anything. They arent putting their taxes in consumption, they're putting it into the stock market and the like. Consumption taxes are REGRESSIVE taxes, where the poor and middle class pays and the wealthy don't.

Hell, there's a reason I dont like the consumption tax way of funding UBI (Sorry, Andrew Yang). It's because while yeah UBI helps people, it also raises the cost of everything which in itself devalues the UBI. A $12000 UBI with a 10% tax like Yang wanted is actually worth $10800. And I know Yang talked about excluding basic goods, but that would just kill the revenue. So yeah, it's not a great idea. Also, you need a 22% consumption tax to fund a $1k UBI. That makes the UBI worth $9360. See why I don't go that route? Income tax eats into peoples gains from work but at least it preserves the base value of the UBI, while theoretically not discouraging work ethic too much. Ya know?

Really, you gotta be careful when you talk about taxation. You gotta think about what youre trying to do, who does this benefit, who does this not benefit, what does this incentivize/not incentivize. Trump is pathologically obsessed with bringing back crappy factory jobs for people, and dont get me wrong, I get the appeal at least aesthetically. people miss the era where we were actually prosperous, but fundamentally dont understand what made us prosperous in the first place, or how out of sync these policies are when you're LITERALLY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE PHILLIPS CURVE! Seriously, we got full employment, we dont need more jobs. We need to keep cost of living down while raising peoples' living standards. Americans need a raise. Thats whats wrong with this current inflationary wave. it was mostly predatory price gouging by big corporations. It's been the cost of living going up without a corresponding raise in wages. it isnt even a wage price spiral. It's just....corporations gouging people. 

I might not think Harris was great but at least she kinda understood the problem and while I admit in retrospect she could've done a better job at addressing it, at least her solution isn't to LITERALLY MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE! 

Seriously. You people who voted for Trump? You're getting what you voted for. Good luck. You'll need it.

Friday, December 20, 2024

I hate how liberals barely stand for anything

 Okay, so that last article from earlier kinda got me down, and it really got me thinking about how bland and tasteless modern liberals are. I know on the left being a "liberal" is almost a bad thing these days, because liberal means "right winger" in leftist circles.

And in a sense, they're right. A lot of liberals, on economics at least, but even on social issues, are just a weaker version of the right. The term has been taken over by the third wayers who still have the same fundamental ideas about the economy that the right does, they just believe in making some compromises. It's like dealing with like, episcopalians, methodists, or lutherans or something in comparison to the fundie christians. Like sure, it's a moderate brand of it, but it's still christianity, you know? It's kind of pathetic. Realizing how my ideas are like "the anti reagan" and actually attempt to challenge the right and its narrative in some way seems jarring to a lot of modern liberals, and why they wont accept me, and why i dont get along in their circles. because ultimately, i DO tend to ACTUALLY want something fundamentally different. It's also why i respect bernie sanders, he's one of the only liberals these days who DOES want to offer something different. he offered a bold vision of what america could be, and while i dont think its perfect, he spoke with a conviction that very few liberals do. Yang's ideology also is similar to that, given how that's also my ideology. I mean, human centered capitalism is basically humanism in economic form, challenging all of the assumptions about capitalism, while not advocating for abolishment like socialists do. it's bold, it's aggressive, it's trying to be something that isn't right wing. The right offers supply side economics and trickle down, I offer demand side economics and trickle up. The right circlejerks about work ethic, and I try to abolish work. The right is for the billionaires, and im for the working class, even if im not pro work. I try to be the opposite of the right, without going too far into crazy territory. But again, I just end up looking like a leftist, and agreeing with leftists, when im in liberal circles.

At the same time, yeah, I dont go for leftism. I've explained enough where I'm not a leftist, and dont agree with leftists. Generally speaking, leftists are very dogmatic, take their anti capitalism way too far, and dont have reasonable logistics. I also dont think socialism is this end all be all of what the economy should be. And on social issues, i dont like their anti war extremism or obsession with identity politics. 

At the same time, liberals, once again, kinda end up just sounding like weaker conservatives. In a sense, liberals ARE those weaker brands of christianity. I remember in 2016 when I was an atheist I wanted a more humanist direction for the democratic party and despised clinton's moderate christianity and constant lecturing about how we're "well ackshully most of the country is christian so let's pander to that." Uh, no. I mean, for me, religion is a private matter. you wanna believe in that stuff on your own time, i'm not gonna stop you or oppose that, we have freedom of religion and I dont wanna take that away from anyone. I just dont want that stuff forced on me. Can we NOT moderate on gay marriage or abortion or even trans issues specifically to win over weirdo christians? I know the left accuses anyone not "woke" of wanting to throw people under the bus, but um...yeah, sometimes the moderate democratic party liberals seem to wanna go in that direction. I am, alternatively, for solidarity on most progressive causes, just without that obnoxious framing.

And the same on foreign policy. Although, i admit, on the conservative-liberal-leftist spectrum, I'll own being a moderate that is functionally closer to some neocons than leftists. Mainly because my exegesis of world affairs is that it's basically the hobbesian state of nature and that ultimately, whoever has the biggest stick has hegemony, and I believe in us being strong, and working with like minded allies, to maintain the biggest stick in the world. At the same time, i do oppose needless interventions, or interventions that clearly only happen so we can force capitalism on third world people to keep them poor. In some ways I do understand that yeah, we are the bad guy with forcing capitalism on everyone and reducing everyone to wage slaves. But let's be honest, it's not that communists are any better, theyre worse. I just take a middle ground stance of doing what we have to do to protect ourselves, but im not a neocon who wants to impose coups or governments on people.Ya know?

I guess in general, once again, I find myself between liberals and leftists. Leftists are even bolder and crazier than me, and I dont like that. And to leftists, I basically am a craplib. But to the libs, I'm practically a leftist. It's like, it's hard to find a camp of people in that middle ground these days that dont end up adopting crappy beliefs as well. Social democrats are okay, but their exact ideas sometimes are cringe, and they tend to adopt way too much leftist BS for me to really be sympathetic. At the same time, liberals are just...no. Like they're too moderate, especially in the US.

I mean, new deal dems are better, but even then they're not perfect, but I respect their convictions and once again, at least they had balls. But yeah, that's the thing. I want liberalism with a kick. I want liberalism with balls. You can be progressive and anti conservative, without being a leftist. Just because we dont wanna be like "those guys", doesnt mean we have to be these weak right wingers who have the same values and views as the right, just a bit toned down. 

If anything, maybe I'm more like the opposite. Could I be considered a toned down "leftist"? Eh...thinking about it, eh...in a way...but not really. Again, Im not fully anti capitalist. I just want a different version of capitalism that's more human centered and doesnt have us working like slaves. Idk. Like, in the david noebel book, we've already established im a full on secular humanist here. Like all of my views come from that worldview, and I live out my convictions to their fullest degree. Humanism doesnt equal leftism, but it also doesnt equal conservatism. It really is its own brand of liberalism, distinct from other brands of liberalism. 

Either way, I'll go back to my original point, I hate how most modern liberals like arent even that. It's like, if i had to classify their worldview, it's just....a weaker version of conservatism, it's not even its own thing any more. it's just...full right or diet right. And most of them are just too ignorant to know it. Theyre too indoctinated into third way ideology and dont even know any better. They dont really know how fricking clueless they are. They dont know that we dont have to do this. We dont have to reflect the right's values any more. They dont know that their complicity in the right's ideology sabotages them.

It's like decades of defeatism have stopped liberals from even  knowing how to be liberals any more. And to be fair, given the coalitional makeup of the democratic party, im not sure many of them are willing to learn. They just, dont care. Because the coalitions are so fudged the romney conservatives are becoming democrats and the two centers are trying to blend together while MAGA becomes this far right fascist lite movement, and most people left of the liberals end up just being fricking leftists. 

Like really, if this is what the seventh party system is, or is going to be, this sucks. Go back. Go back to pre 2016 and start over again. We done screwed up. Well...Hillary did. You guys know how I feel about her.

Thursday, December 19, 2024

Discussing how republicans opposed COVID restrictions as part of their ideological culture war

 So, it's no secret by this point that I've been working on something other than this blog. I've been doubling down on that lately, which is why I haven't been posting here that much. That and, let's face it. Politics sucks with Trump coming into office. I just wanna tune out and focus on my own thing, you know? It's exhausting, having to follow the crazy crap he's trying to do day in and day out. And obviously, as far as the blog goes, we don't want like 25 articles of "bad people are doing bad things", so yeah. Kinda focusing on something that keeps my interest better.

But in doing this project, I did kind of make some connections that should be obvious, and I want to share them here. Basically, I wanna talk about how COVID was an ideological war for the GOP, and that's why they behaved in the batcrap insane way that they did. 

Here's the thing that you need to understand about the GOP. For the republican party, and modern conservatism, everything is worldview, everything is ideological. I keep talking about worldviews on this blog, but for many people in mainstream politics, this stuff goes over their head. The modern left, especially the modern institutional left, doesn't have a coherent worldview or ethos. Individual leftists do. You got marxists and their "theory", you got the identitarian types and their critical theory stuff, and you got me, adopting a form of secular humanism, and expanding this into an ideological form of "humanist capitalism", or as Yang would call it, human centered capitalism. 

Being a former right winger, I understand the importance of worldviews. After all, I was taught about it...by them. And I know that everything the right does, even if it seems insane to those outside of their bubble, actually makes sense within their paradigm. A lot of them are biblical christians. And on economics, most of them are free market fundamentalists who have this die hard conservative protestant work ethic crap tied to everything they do, and honestly, the way the GOP has been acting since about...2010, and how crazy that was, is because they know that they have been at risk of losing the ideological supremacy they've had over the country's politics, and they want to preserve it at all costs. That's why, when the GOP retook congress during the Obama era, the focused on obstruction. They were trying to sabotage Obama, because they saw it as their ticket back to relevancy. Of course for me this strategy backfired so hard I'm now batting for the other team, but I kind of respect the hustle, they had a cause that they believed in and they went scorched earth for it.

The right has long since seen the left as an existential threat. They even tend to project strawmen onto them. They see them as lazy people who wanna give people free money, they see them as communists, as godless atheists, as people who hate America, and you know what? Those ridiculous strawmen actually ended up making me into who I am, and being unafraid of being so. Because why would we try to compromise with these guys if they're gonna see us as this strawman anyway. Not to mention, things like secular humanism, shifting away from work, and giving people money actually are very good ideas.

Of course, I'm not the mainstream left. As I said, the mainstream left has no ideology. If anything, their ideology is half the GOP's ideology, because of their fixation on third way politics and triangulation. They've long since adopted a weaker version of their ideology, and everything in their calculus is "oh well, we're a conservative country, we can't go too far left, we can't do nice things, people won't vote for us if we do nice things." So they oppose nice things. And the GOP are the anti nice things, because their worldview sucks and is based on fundamentalist christianity, authoritarianism, a dismal view of human nature, and the need for work ethic and morality to be beaten into the populace. And any time we have a hint of how anything could be different, well, they gotta oppose that full stop. 

Of course, I'm fully in the camp of "the future is now, old man", I recognize that party alignments typically only last for 36 years, and I've been pushing, since the 2016 election cycle, for the left to become bold, to fight the right, to take them on, and to push for their own vision and ideological supremacy. We were the ones holding the cards once. It was back during the new deal era. FDR came in, did awesome things for the american people, and while not perfect, his legacy was the only era in american politics in which I can say capitalism actually worked. But the right, like they always did, started organizing after WWII with their Mont Perelin Society neoliberal bullcrap, and they gained steam throughout the decades until by 1980, when the country was ready for them. So then they swooped in, said government was the problem, the free market was the solution, and everything has been right wing since. 

I keep trying to remind the left that we CAN retake the narrative from the right, but the institutional left is fricking useless and doesn't want to, which is why I'm so critical of them. They're complicit in keeping the status quo the same, and as that status quo festers and living conditions worsen for most Americans, Americans turn on them and suddenly find populist demagogue Donald Trump to be a good option. I mean, how badly does the party of FDR have to screw up for DONALD FRICKING TRUMP to be a superior option for most Americans? And this happened not just once now. It's happened twice, and quite frankly, Biden was lucky he won in 2020 all things considered. Had we not had covid, he never would have. 

And honestly, the GOP has, since 2020, been waging a culture war over COVID, which is what I intended to write this article about. 

So yeah. Basically, the GOP opposed COVID measures and restrictions for ideological reasons. They have these oppression fantasies of the government coming in, taking away peoples' freedoms, and implementing "communism" on people. Of course, these people cant often define communism, or differentiate it from liberalism, or social democracy, or my own ideology. They just see statism in general as like some grand communist plot.

So, the government came in and shut the economy down. They did it because, again, we had to stop the spread of the virus. The logic was sound. And we kinda needed to adopt to a world where we could no longer have everyone working all of the time. People stayed home on the couch, they collected unemployment checks. Some mightve worked from home, maybe working for less than 40 hours despite being productive, because we all know a lot of office workers basically work like 10-20 hours a week and spend the rest of the time surfing facebook and reddit while trying to LOOK busy. In America, youre expected to work 40 hours no matter what and efficiency is punished since if you get done with your work early, you end up having more work imposed on you. It's kind of a flaw of a system that insists you dedicate your life to work. And these bosses, well, they are control freaks. They want control. it's not enough that you get your work done. You have to suffer while you work. And the bosses want you to suffer. Because to them they get a power trip from it. When you work for a wage, employers own your time, and they want you to know it. So they get these "if you have time to lean you have time to clean" power fantasies of bossing workers around and not letting them take breaks while on their clock. It's where a lot of "professionalism" comes from. Not only are you to be productive, but you cant LOOK lazy. You cant lean. You cant sit as a cashier, you cant finish your work and just chill. No, the bosses have to have that power over you telling you want to do and reminding you that they own your time. Really, the difference between this and literal slavery is the difference between renting and owning a person, and giving people the pretense of freedom while they're not really free. 

 And let's face it, as all know people aren't free. Which is why they fear the government giving people money. If people werent dependent on the employer class to survive, they would lose their power over them. So the second a glimmer of freedom comes by, it threatens their whole worldview. People sitting on the couch collecting a paycheck might realize, much like I did like a decade ago, that life doesn't have to be this way. People working from home might achieve better work life balance, working only 20 hours a week, while keeping productivity up, keep in mind they're still doing their jobs, might realize that they have passions outside of work. And that's what the employer class doesn't want: people to realize that life doesn't have to revolve around them? How do you keep a society of slaves who dont realize they're slaves? By working them so hard they dont have time to think about anything else. 

Btw, I know I praised FDR earlier, but as I said, he wasn't perfect. Remember what I wrote about a couple of months ago? back in the 1930s, some people like Hugo Black wanted to reduce the work week, but the business community went to FDR and said "please, we'll give you everything you want, just dont cut the work week." What were they so scared about? I'll tell you what, they were afraid that the populace would wake up, realize life doesnt have to revolve around work, and decide to enjoy their free time and their freedom. So instead, FDR put us on the path of endless economic growth and a culture of consumerism instead to keep us on a cycle of working and spending money ad infinitum. 

And now we're six times richer than we were back then, but we're still trapped on that cycle. Keynes predicted by now that we could have 15 hour work weeks, and yeah, we could. We could work 15 hour weeks, while being twice as productive as we were back then. I'm not saying that's the goldilocks zone of work vs productivity, I would say something more like 25-30 hours is ideal at this time, but yeah we could've done it. But most people dont realize it, because most are too busy working just to survive to notice it. 

And that's what the republicans were so afraid of during COVID. COVID broke the illusion of what the economy was, and they were desperate to restore it at all costs, and even suggested sacrificing the elderly to do it. That's why they basically wanted to literally kill grandma to "save the economy." The economy didn't need saving. What needed saving was their ideology. COVID could have opened up a whole can of worms that shifted the debate toward things like UBI, and working less, they couldn't have that, so they fought to restore normalcy as fast as possible.

It's also why, when Biden got into office, they were quick to sabotage him. Now, Biden himself wasn't the enemy they were afraid of, I mean, I AM that guy, and I wear that moniker with pride. I love taking pride in the fact that my ideology would instill existential dread into the modern GOP. Because I see them and their ideas as evil, so screw them. I view them the same way they view me. But Biden? Nah, he was one of those complicit triangulators and he did work to restore normalcy as fast as possible too.

Still, the GOP had to go scorched earth against the whole experiment that was COVID. Because COVID was kind of an experiment into the kind of economy that I keep saying is possible, and that we should pursue. I wouldnt force people to not work like happened then, but if people decided to work less, or decided not to work at all? Meh, as long as the core functions of the economy continue to run, I don't care. Karen might want her precious haircuts, but she's not entitled to one, because workers shouldnt be slaves to others for their frivolous wants. The idea that those who dont work dont eat makes sense if the alternative is famine and mass starvation from not enough food, but not being able to get a hair cut or get your nails done? Get the heck out of here. Do it yourself. Or pay someone to do it for you at a rate that motivates people to actually want to do such a thing. 

But yeah. That's why, when the economy reopened, they had to go all "no one wants to work any more". Because they HAD to shame workers to get back to work. They HAD to blame Biden for encouraging workers to be "lazy." They HAD to blame him for causing inflation by giving people $1400 checks. Because they HAD to sabotage those policies. They HAD to drag them through the mud. They HAD to, because Biden's success was a threat to their ideology, even if Biden wasn't a threat himself. It wasn't about Biden per se, it was about making sure that COVID didn't make a million more "mes" out there pushing for broader economic change. 

And to some extent, they were successful. Going over COVID in my other project, yeah, I dont think giving people $1400 was the primary cause of inflation. I don't think that unemployment insurance made people lazy. I don't think that workers demanding too much money caused inflation. Inflation was caused primarily by supply chain issues and corporate greed, actually, and what caused the "worker shortage" was too many people hiring at once for the available work force. The answer to that was to use the fed to scale back the jobs surplus to match the number of workers available, ideally without doing a recession, and Biden did that.

Still, people didn't appreciate Biden's economy. Because despite full employment, cost of living increased dramatically, and workers didn't get a wage. And while I understood this election cycle that I had to defend Biden and tiptoe around the issue, I mean, even if my ideas are still valid, the optics of them just looked bad in 2024, and I read the room somewhat. But in retrospect, i do wonder if a small UBI would've actually helped the inflation situation by functionally giving workers a raise that way. 

Either way, I just wanted to make people aware of why the GOP acted so irrationally. They've been on the defensive since 2008, and they HAD to sabotage any democratic president to push their ideas out of the overton window. They HAD to sabotage COVID restrictions because they posed a threat to their worldview. And they had to push everything back to normal overnight, while simultaneously blaming everything that went wrong on the left, to ensure that anything associated with COVID and this era is politically toxic. They were trying to "jimmy carter" Biden. Remember, Jimmy Carter was the guy who gave them ideological supremacy in the first place, because his failures drove the country right into the arms of Ronald Reagan. They were trying to do it again. And while we minimized the damage somewhat with the Harris switcheroo, it is apparent to me that maybe the GOP isn't as successful as they think. I don't think their agenda is popular. it just wasn't the democrats, so they voted accordingly. 

Oh yeah, and on work from home, I do also wanna mention that a little bit. yeah. The same thing happened there. They're trying to systematically destroy that too. Force people back to the office. Goad workers with passive aggressive messages about not being able to work in pajamas. Systematically firing people who are in WFH arrangements over time and only hiring people who will travel to the office. It's about conditioning the workers to accept less and go back to normal. They really are trying to destroy everything good about this kind of legacy.

And this is how the right wins. This isn't anything new. Remember that book I mentioned where I talked about FDR being complicit in the 40 hour work week? Well it also mentioned a lot of stuff about why we never adopted reduced hours, and the right won there too. They pushed toxic masculinity agendas that feminized people who wanted to stay home with the women (because, ya know, traditional gender roles of the 1970s). They called people who worked less through union contracts sissies. They called them unpatriotic and helping the commies win the cold war. And ultimately, they won there too. Even the unions ended up pushing this stuff against the workers they were trying to represent, and that's how we got a lot of the toxic work culture we have today and how being a manly man is apparently...spending all of your time working. And yeah. The right's been doing this for decades. And then the left just...rolls over again and again. We havent had a strong ideological left in this country in over 50 years now, and a lot of the left acts like controlled opposition. Even then, the FDR left was never perfect. We all know the unions sold out and pushed the "dignity of work" crap instead of pushing for reduced working hours long ago. And yeah. We live in a society that brainwashes people into wanting to basically be slaves. We might argue about the conditions and the terms, but we never argue against the idea itself. Never mind how we live in the 21st century and how we literally do have sci fi levels of GDP, just with the same broken system we always did.

This will never change until we have a left with balls. And that's why I work so hard on this blog, and why i work so hard on this other project of mine. Because ultimately, i do want a different world. I hate this. I hate our society to some degree. Because it's so fricking work centric, and we really do keep giving the control of the narrative to the right, and refusing to fight them on it. Well, my own ideology is intended to be a foil to those guys. Their worst nightmare, but maybe not their worst worst nightmare since I'm not a communist nor have these statist power fantasies of oppressing people. I actually do split the difference and while my ideas would raise taxes a lot, they would also make peoples' lives better, and I can demonstrate that mathematically. The fact is, a better world is possible, and the left should fight for it. I dont mean through violence obviously, but through civilized political and labor organizing? Hell yeah. Also, educat yourself, become like me, and spread the fricking word.

The worst nightmare of the right, other than literal totalitarian communism, is millions of people like me, who all organize themselves, and say "NO MORE" and advocate for change. The right fights like hell through political obstruction and information warfare, and we gotta do the same. Again, no violence, I don't advocate for that Luigi Mangione crap, that's OFF THE TABLE for me, but fighting through LEGITIMATE means? Hell yeah. We gotta realize the right plays for keeps, and we gotta do the same. And that's what I've been wanting since coming over to the left.

Friday, December 13, 2024

Discussing who the bigger "enemy" is and how to prioritize conflicts with republicans and democrats

 So, there's a bit of controversy within the online left post election. Cenk Uygur has kinda been making controversial statements saying stuff like "MAGA is not my mortal enemy, the establishment is" and stuff like that. And uh, I feel like I should weigh in on this. 

For me, the right is the big enemy. They are the big bad, and my ideology is a foil to the right. However, it should be noted that I came into my current views during the 2012 election. The right at that time was Mitt Romney and fiscal conservatives, particularly the tea party types. 

Given we are undergoing a realignment and the battle lines are getting...blurry though, I KIND of understand where Cenk is coming from, even though he's getting crap from centrist democrats about it.

The fact is, the centrist democrats since 2016 have been trying to play paddycakes with Mitt Romney republicans, and their brand of politics has been triangulating to the center and catering to those guys, almost renovating their image in the light of MAGA.

At the same time, the republicans have become more economically populist, at least on the surface. I remember thinking in 2016 MAGA was actually an improvement for the republicans, because it was ever so slightly left of the fiscally conservative types. And since then we've been realigning, the democrats have been trying to become more centrist and have actually been extremely hostile to progressives in the party, and to be fair, a lot of progressives are starting to HATE the democratic party. Some of them hate the democratic establishment so much that they're starting to play footsie with MAGA. We saw this with Jimmy Dore, and now TYT is showing signs of this. People are even accusing Bernie Sanders of doing this, although I think Bernie is doing something a bit different than the other guys.

Do I agree with the left trying to play footsie with MAGA? NO! HELL NO! I mean, let's face it, MAGA are basically fascist lite. They are populist, but they're only so on the surface. Donald Trump's upcoming administration is gonna be full of billionaires. They're gonna push trickle down economics. They're gonna try to gut safety nets in the name of "government efficiency". They're gonna try to turn America even more into a laissez faire gilded age hellhole. They're NOT good guys, and I actually do have to condemn Cenk for trying to play footsie with them. So they wanna audit the pentagon, SO WHAT?! That doesnt mean crap. So you found some weird fringe issue that ended up being a broken clock moment for the two of you. That doesnt make you friends. Trump and MAGA is just reaganism with nationalist, protectionist characteristics. And even if they're just ever so slightly better on economics than the romney types, they're far more radical on the social issues, and they still front the tea party's bullcrap. And even worse, being fascist lite, I can honestly say that they are a threat to democracy.

Now, what's Bernie doing with them? Well, he's basically doing this political game where he's like "oh hey, youre saying you're wanting to push forward my priority X, I'll work with you on that." It doesnt mean that he will agree with them on everything. He used similar language at the democratic convention signalling he would work with harris on such priorities too. Bernie is ultimately an independent, and he will work with anyone who will advance his priorities. That's also how I am. The problem is the republicans are mostly fundamentally opposed to 95% of what I'm for, whereas democrats I can at least get partial progress on SOME stuff SOME of the time. 

Now, the democrats. The democrats tend to get pissy when progressives like me, like Bernie, like Cenk, aren't all loyal to them. And I'll say it, it's because they're ALSO right wing. The democratic party's only claim to any support at all is "we're less bad than the republicans" and they obnoxiously push this as if this earns them a medal. Congrats on not being complete ghouls on every issue. it doesn't mean we like you. If anything, many of us hate the democratic party too. Because the democratic party does this thing where they'll just be ever so slightly less bad than the republicans and then try to strongarm us into supporting them. No, democrats, you suck too. And even more so, in some ways, yeah, some of us on the left hate you more than the republicans. At least with the republicans, we KNOW they're the bad guy. We know that they're the ones who oppose us. They tend to stab us from the front. They tell us they're doing it. We know it's coming. And in some ways we sometimes can build a form of begrudging respect for them because at least they're honest. The democrats? THey stab us in the back. They pretend to be our friend and then basically use weaponized incompetence while leveraging their "lesser evil" position to bully us into line.

This election, the democrats screwed anyone who ran against Biden in the primaries. They pushed south carolina first so they could do their 'OMG TEH BLACK VOTE" thing knowing that the state is full of old boomer conservatives with low standards who will overwhelmingly vote for the nominee. And then they suppressed any and all coverage of alternatives like RFK, Dean Phillips, Marianne Williamson, and Cenk Uygur. And note how half of those guys are the ones playing footsie with republicans now. Yeah, it's in part because they got screwed by the establishment and hate them with a burning passion. RFK is now in Trump's administration doing his stupid anti vax BS, and Cenk Uygur is now signalling his enemy isn't MAGA but the establishment. 

They also try to screw third party candidates running against them and use lawfare to try to keep them off of ballots and stuff. And when republicans come to defend them because they cynically want the left wing vote split, they go SEE? THEY WANT THE GOP TO WIN!

Honestly, someone third party friendly, I don't want either party to win mostly. I mean, I wanted the dems this time, but that's mainly because MAGA went literally fascist and because the left...didn't really enthuse me this time and ran weak candidates with weak platforms that didn't resonate. I'm not necessarily a friend to the far left either. I'm kind of in a free for all against all these factions given how unique my worldview and political concerns are. In a way, I'm like Bernie. I'll work with whomever advances my priorities, while condemning those that didn't. I just believed making a deal with the devil (the democrats) this time was worth it given Biden seemed to at least be semi friendly toward us and wasn't completely insane. But let's face it, he always was that "saltine crackers and floater water" president for me, and Harris was like a diet coke to trump's orange flint water. Like, lets face it, 2024 sucked, I didn't like any candidate at the end of the day, and harris was simply a lesser evil, nothing more. 

So...yeah. Ultimately, my enemy is the right. But...given both parties are part of "the right" in my eyes, with the GOP being the bad cop and the democrats being the good cop, I can't say I'm necessarily inherently friendly toward either party. But at the same time, most third party candidates are so oddball that i don't like them either. 

Let's go back to metric 1 to look at how I viewed the candidates. 

Harris had like 60something being meh on economics but at least relatively balanced.

Stein and West were in the 50s, being better on economics, but worse on foreign policy and completely lacking experience. 

 Trump was like...10. And I felt like I was generous giving him that. I ain't friendly with the GOP at all. I'm colder toward them than democrats. And I'll NEVER outright support them. 

 At the same time, that doesn't mean I owe the democrats support. And that's what the democrats DESPISE about me. They think by virtue of being a lesser evil I should just mindlessly support them. And I'm sorry, I just won't. They need to at least beat out a third party candidate to get my support. And they need to run against a literal fascist or something to get me to bend my ethics on this. That's why I softballed them so much this time. It doesn't mean I liked them, or support them now. Post election, it should be very obvious I've basically gone full "okay alliance over, DAE remember how much I hate these guys too?" Because I do. I put up with a lot of crap to stop trump this election. And now that we failed, it's like F it, I'm just saying what I think.

I would agree that the establishment is an enemy. But MAGA also is.  If anything, MAGA, given how radical it is, is the worse evil here. I ain't their friends. Screw them. And as Kyle Kulinski keeps saying, we should be tripling the 2017 "resistance" to him now that he is as overtly fascist. Instead it seems like the dems are rolling over...again. Ugh. 

I get it, he won, we gotta turn over power to him on January 20th. No disputes from me on that one. But honestly, the dems seem to be playing violin on the deck of the titanic as it sinks and the resistance isnt resisting this time. 

At the same time, the democrats do seem to be...at least open to the idea that throwing sanders under the bus was the mistake of the century so far for them, and that maybe the democrats would be in a better position had they NOT done that. Im actually surprised how receptive democrats are being to the left at times. I mean sometimes they get crappy and push back, but it's A LOT less than 2016. Maybe this second loss finally broke them and they realize they cant keep doing this. Idk. We'll see where things go. 

All I know is in 2028, if we still have elections and trump doesnt destroy democracy, we need a populist fighter who actually pushes for ideas. One thing I will give MAGA credit for, as demagogic as they are, they are channelling some real anger about the economy and the status quo, and I'm starting to think that the GOP didn't win because right wing ideas were popular, but because the public just rejected Biden so firmly. The public seems to clamor for change. There seems to be real anger over the healthcare system for instance. The real problem is no one is channeling their frustrations into actual policy. The right wont because they're fundamentally opposed to that kind of change and the big bad. The democrats are...again, just tons of weaponized incompetence and the party of do nothings. I dont think that the public necessarily rejected Biden for doing too much (SOME did, but they were gonna vote trump anyway), I think the bigger problem is that Biden didn't do enough. And they were just unhappy with the status quo and didn't find harris to be a convincing nominee given she ran in the centrist technocratic direction herself. 

So yeah. This was a referendum on the current democratic party, but i dont think it's a repudiation of all liberalism or progressivism. Progressive ideas seem popular. The party just doesnt represent them properly. Because, again, the establishment cares more about monied interests than the people. And that's true of democrats and republicans. People are riding that MAGA wave of throwing a brick through the window like in 2016, but it won't last. Because MAGA has no answers. MAGA will make the situation worse. MAGA got lucky last time. They had an administration where nothing really went wrong until the last year, and they screwed that up massively. The public seems to have already forgotten that, focusing more on the post COVID inflation than anything. They dont seem to realize this moron actually killed hundreds of thousands of people in his incompetence.

So...in the second term, may the voters get what they vote for, and may they hate it as much as I do. Maybe they'll finally learn not to vote for idiots like this. One can hope, right? 

Wednesday, December 11, 2024

Discussing why healthcare is screwed up in this country

 So...the healthcare CEO shooter was caught. I won't post it here but he had a manifesto about the healthcare industry being screwed up, and he basically admitted he wasn't an expert on the matter, although he clearly understood that there was a problem.

Again, I don't condone what the guy did. I believe that he should be held accountable for his crimes. But....he's right that healthcare is screwed up, so I figured I would try to flesh out what's so screwed up with the healthcare system.

It really is the profit motive

Okay, so, here's the reality of things. And this is an argument I noticed with the jobs thing too, which is why I'm so anti work, but here's the reality of capitalism in this country. A company's first priority is to maximize shareholder value. It's not to "create jobs", it's not to provide a service. It's to maximize their own value. Period. End of story. Any and all good things that come from capitalism come by coincidence from this system. And heck, that's why we tend to justify this system as the system. The theory is that by encouraging people to act in their self interest, they will act in the public interest too. And in some ways, sometimes public interest aligns with private interest, and sometimes it doesn't.

When it does, that's good. That's capitalism at work, and everything good that comes out of this system deserves credit. But we need to throw away this childish idea that private interest and public interest always align. They don't. On the worker side of thing, businesses will try to extract as much value from workers, while paying them as little money as possible. And this is why the job system ultimately doesn't work well, and that's why I have the ideology I do. We like to act like businesses are "job creators" and the wealth will trickle down, and it never ever does. In reality workers are slaves under capitalism. We just use language and philosophy to try to circumvent this fact and we end up with this hot mess of "the system is voluntary but also kind of not." 

The same is true with healthcare. As a matter of fact, I will argue that our healthcare system is so grotesquely broken that no amount of trying to clean it up with tweaks around the edges will ever work. Multiple for profit industries, from the doctors and the hospitals, to the insurance industry all have their hands in the pie, leading to circumstances where the cost of care is absurd, but because the care is necessary, because consumers dont realistically have options, and because people can't realistically say no, well, these companies can charge as much as they want. Which is how we get to the point that hospitals charge like $100 for aspirin, with everything being scaled up from there accordingly well into the tens and hundreds of thousands of dollars. What are you gonna do? Say no? Go to another hospital? It's nonsense. And insurance companies. Again, trying to maximize shareholder value. What does that look like? Well, it means charging you as much as possible, which they do. Your average person spends $8951 for health coverage a year, which comes out to around $746 a month, and for a family, $25,572, or $2131 a month. Now, Im not sure people individually pay all that, employers probably pick up some of the tab, but still, that's ridiculous. Another source has it at $477 a month, which sounds more about right to me. $746 sounds crazy even for me. It's crazy regardless. And I've experienced these kinds of issues before. I remember when my dad got a new job during the recession after his last one laid him off to keep their precious "record profits", we went without insurance for a while because it cost like $1200 a month, and amounted to about 40% of our income at the time. It was insane. Eventually another company came in and we got better coverage, at least until i turned 26, but still. That's the reality of healthcare in this country.

And then these guys will turn around and deny as many claims as possible and try to limit how much they pay out. So not only does the profit motive incentivize overcharging, but it also incentivizes underdelivering. It's simple. If the goal of an insurance company is to make as much money as possible, not only will they charge as much as possible, but pay out as little as possible. And what are you gonna do, say no? You need that life saving care. So they got you by the balls.

By the way, that's why people often DO deny themselves care. They don't go to the hospital when they need to. They dont get the care they need to. And tens of thousands of people die a year because of this. Many of us dont even have insurance because with the above rates, how the everloving fudge can we afford it? And even if we do, we're often afraid to use it because these guys WILL still leave us stuck with a massive bill we can't afford. So many of us prefer not to get care, even when we clearly have something wrong with us. 

Why the ACA was a watered down compromise that didn't fix the problem

This brings us to ACA, or Obamacare as some call it. The ACA was intended to be the healthcare fix that would solve the problems. But, for those of us who remember the fight at the time, it was a mess. It was this 1k page bill, no one actually read the thing. No one knew what it actually did, and it was just a hot mess we passed through because it was all we could.

The point of the ACA was primarily to have an insurance mandate system. Basically, the way to reduce costs was to have everyone covered, the way to have everyone covered was to mandate they have insurance. So the big thing was that it mandated everyone get insurance or they pay a fine, or basically an additional tax, of like $650 on their paychecks. Okay....so....it costs $450-750ish on average for insurance accoreding to the above A MONTH, so....youre saying we either gotta pay around $5000-9000 a year for insurance that screws us...or pay $650 for a fine? Most people would pay a fine. Because they can't afford this crap. 

And don't get me wrong, Obamacare did some good things. it got rid of the discrimination for preexisting conditions where insurance companies were charging even more, or refusing to cover people with medical conditions that were pre existing that would cost them money. But at the same time, this also was compensated for by these companies charging more for everyone else, making their healthcare less affordable. Young healthy people could get insurance more cheaply,. and then they couldnt. But at the same time it helped the people who actually...needed...the care. Still, I'm trying to report on it fairly as I see it, and insurance companies bypassed the regulation and just charged more for everyone else.

It mandated all full time employees get health insurance. But because of the gargantuan costs mentioned above, many employers were like screw this I aint paying this crap, and they knocked their employees down to part time.This is why most minimum wage type service jobs refuse to hire people over 25 hours and will FIRE you if you clock in even 1 minute too much. because theyre legally required to pay for healthcare, and they dont wanna do that. So have fun juggling multiple jobs just to survive. It's almost like employers dont wanna pay people money...

It did stuff like, try to pay states to provide a medicaid expansion so poor people could get free care. But...it went state by state. Some states refused to implement it at all. Others implemented it in passive aggressive ways, trying to push work requirements, wellness programs, and complicated sign up procedures that disincentivized people from applying. And it had a strict cut off. Like 138% of the poverty line. If you were at 137% of the poverty line, you had free healthcare. If you had 139% of it, tough luck, you're on your own. And this is a poverty trap that keeps people in poverty. It also increases resentment among the lower middle class as people at say, 200% of the poverty line were like I WORK SO HARD FOR EVERYTHING WHY DO THEY GET CRAP FOR FREE AND I DON'T?! And they kind of have a point. I mean, lower middle class guys have it hard sometimes. because they're just rich enough to not get the help the truly poor and destitute get, but they're still obviously struggling. Given the poverty line is $16k a year or so, 138% of that is $22k, and your average individual yearly insurance premiums are, as I already established, $5-9k. For a family of 4, poverty line is say $31k a year give or take. And then the insurance coverage costs...$21k. Like wtf is this?! How is this even remotely affordable?!

And this isn't even getting to these companies denying claims. Kyle Kulinski did a video today explaining what things cost to people who live in other countries and were like "wtf if you're poor i guess youre not allowed to be alive?" basically. Or you're in debt, or lucky enough to be covered by medicaid. 

It's a mess. And this is why, despite the ACA being a relatively decent step forward and better than what existed before (which was even more laissez faire and predatory), people are still angry and were calling for more dramatic solutions like medicare for all.

And this is why I despised Biden for trying to preserve the ACA against people who want to expand it further, because he cares more about his former boss and good buddy Barack Obama's legacy than about doing the right thing for the American people.

You know, I keep saying it. The democrats losing the 2024 election and people cheering on the CEO killer aren't unrelated to me. I mean, it seems very clear to me that people are in a populist "eat the rich" mood right now, and it's not really so much that democrats lost for being too far left (although maybe they were at times on culture issues), it has more to do with the fact that democrats were clearly ignoring peoples' material needs. Kamala Harris wouldn't even run on a fricking public option, because it was too far left, and she was too busy clinking champagne glasses with the cheneys and their supporters than doing what's right by the american people. People are ANGRY, they're LIVID. And they WANT CHANGE! And democrats are just like "well tough crap, we live in a right wing country, vote for us or else" and they wonder why they keep losing elections. It was true in 2016, it's true in 2024. 

Again, I don't condone the killer. But can we at least understand just how pissed off your average American is at a broken system right now? We've been advocating for changing things through proper channels for years. And the people in power just wont listen or respond to our concerns. We get the democrats who won't do F all for us, and the republicans who will make it even worse. And sometimes, people punish the democrats by electing the republican for some reason. Because they think that for some reason trump will make their lives better. He won't, but that's another discussion for another day. 

Why public healthcare is the solution

So...people wonder, okay, well, how do we fix this? And the proper answer IS basically, medicare for all. If everyone was covered, everyone would go to the doctor when they needed it, the care would be covered, and everyone would get the care we needed without being forced to be in medical debt. 

The federal government, acting as a monopsony, think, the single buyer, instead of a monopoly, which is a single seller, (hence, "single payer) would be able to negotiate directly with the companies, and get the prices down. Because what are the companies gonna do, say no? This would save hundreds of billions of dollars a year. Not having a complex medical billing industry would save even more money. All in all, we could be saving upwards of $450 billion.

So, everyone would get the care they need, it would cost less. And even more importantly, costs would scale with your income. People who are poor would get free care. Those who can afford to pay would pay more in taxes. As we know from the Sanders and Warren 2020 plans, a lot of these costs would come from just taking all that money employers pay on insurance, and rolling it over into a payroll tax. And households would be responsible for some taxation too. Bernie, for example, had a 4% tax on take home income over $29000 a year. This is nothing compared to what people pay for with insurance. 

So...yeah. That's the solution. That's the ideal solution. And even I have considered my own plan for this before. I'm not sure I'd go for it because I also support a $4 trillion UBI, and I support that too, but I believe at least we need a public option.

The public option tradeoffs

So a public option would be a lot cheaper. By my latest estimate, funding single payer would cost $2.4 trillion a year, although I may have overshot it given how we could save $450 billion a year, so maybe $2 trillion was more in line with what it would actually cost. Still...that's a lot, especially on top of UBI. 

So let's discuss a public option like the medicare for america act of 2019 or medicare extra for all. So, instead of costing around $2 trillion, these programs cost more like $250-500 billion. 

They do shift some costs to consumers. Poor people would get free care, but people above say, 100-200% of the poverty line would pay a small portion of their income, say 2-8%, toward premiums. 2% at the bottom end, say, 150% of the poverty line give or take, while those making more than 4-6x the poverty line would pay around 8%. So say 150% for a family of four. Poverty line is around $31k, so 46k for that amount. 2% of income would be like, $920 a year. Or...$77 a month. That's A LOT better. Or say you make 6x and pay 8%, that's $180k a year give or take, that's $14400 a year or $1200 a month. Which, with that income, isn't the end of the world. 

You'd still get stuck with bills, and deductibles, but the public option, if robust, would at least force the private industry to at least meet the public option's standard. Which would force it to offer better care than the public option to stay in business. And the deductibles would be much lower than now, and likely align with income. 

It would be better. I admit, compared to single payer, a public option is a half measure. but this IS the compromise. Anything less than this is garbage, this is the bare minimum we should accept. 

Biden ran on a public option in 2020 that I presume would operate somewhat like this, but Harris declined to in 2024. No wonder she lost. People want their healthcare costs fixed and her plan was to tinker around the edges, despite running on exactly this kind of plan in 2020

Addressing common criticisms to public healthcare

The big argument, other than cost, comes down to the idea that we will have to ration care and how those systems have long wait times. We already ration care. We just do it via the market, where poor people dont get care and wealthy people do. In capitalism, you are basically paying to be alive and if you cant afford it, well, sucks to be you. There's a reason why poor people live a full decade less than rich people. Sure, you might have to wait for non essential surgeries, but public healthcare systems operate on a triage basis where those who need care most get it, and those who can wait wait. Seems fairer than "well if you're poor go ahead and die." 

Second, people fear the government will implement death panels. But, and this is what that shooting was in part about, we already have death panels. They're called insurance companies.They deny and delay care, and people gotta suffer because of it. This dystopian fear people have about public healthcare killing people, which, I admit, isnt even fully unfounded (see canada not long ago), is already happening here in America. We just have this double standard that when the state kills someone it's evil but when capitalism does it, oh well, just sweep it under the rug. 

Third, people say we will lack the innovation we currently have, and how profits fund advancements in medicine. After watching the federal government pump tons of money into funding a vaccine for covid, and then watching the government then let the pharmaceutical companies start charging for it, I'm just gonna say shut the heck up on this one. Our tax dollars fund tons of medical research, and most profit goes to make rich people richer, not fund cures for stuff.

Fourth, people claim that not having payments attached to healthcare cause a "moral hazard" that incentivizes people to seek out care. And that we need payments associated with care to keep the number of people seeking it down. But outside of a handful of hypochondriacs, most people seek care because SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH THEM, and punishing people financially is how we get this mess where people delay care they need, suffer in silence, and we ultimately lose tens of thousands of people a year.

Also, this seems to be one of those weird abstract "capitalism gud" arguments. Again. Capitalism is good in most industries to some degree. But healthcare is a massive market failure, and I believe that a medicare for all system would fix things. 

Conclusion

So, this is a long article from me, but this is basically explaining the actual core issues with healthcare and how to fix them. This is why I believe what I've believed, this is why I've spent much of the past decade advocating for either a single payer or a public option system. While the profit motive is an important motivator in capitalism to make it work, sometimes it doesnt lead to good outcomes. And sometimes the outcomes are so bad that we should reconsider "literal socialism" to fix it. healthcare is one of those industries. No amount of band aid fixes is ever gonna fix this crap, the ACA just tinkers around the edges, we need a full system wide fix.

Ideally, single payer would get the best outcome. it would be extremely expensive for the government, probably in the ballpark of $2 trillion in additional healthcare spending, but it would ensure everyone is covered and gets the care that they need. It would, in some ways, be cheaper for most people. Honestly? The wealthy would pay the most under such a system as they could best afford it. Everyone else would get cheaper or free healthcare. 

A public option is kind of a half measure. I only support shifting to that because I also wanna fund a $4 trillion UBI on top of healthcare and I'm not sure we can afford both. But even that would probably reduce the problem, bringing premiums down to reasonable amounts and obviously capping deductibles and out of pocket costs at something americans can actually afford. It lacks the elegance of single payer as a solution, but it would probably improve things greatly, and should be the bare minimum that we accept. 

Honestly, it's baffling to me. This is a no brainer. But washington doesnt want change, because washington is corrupt. They fought bernie on it. Biden promised a public option, never delivered it. Harris ran on one in 2020, dropped it in 2024, and yeah, she lost the election. Im not saying this is the sole issue why, but i honestly believe it's part of it. Democrats have a problem because they're too captured by corporate interests, too obsessed with running to the center, and won't do F all to fix problems. And sadly, people somehow thought trump was better as a result of that.

Make no difference, he's not. He wants to repeal the ACA. He has no healthcare solution. But voters, despite their pain being real, are kind of ignorant and uneducated and make bad decisions sometimes, and they chose Trump.

I guess, when the choice is between the lying con man and the other person who won't do F all for you, people stop caring, and that's probably why no one showed up at the polls to vote for Harris. 

*sigh*

But that's why the democrats lost IMO. And that's also why most of them are cheering for this killer instead of condemning vigilante violence. Again, I don't support the killer. I wanna make that clear. Vigilante violence is wrong. But holy crap, I'd be lying if I said that this didn't happen because people in power have been ignoring the problem for years and stopping change through more legitimate mechanisms. The system has to work for the people, or eventually the people are going to get angry and revolt. Again, I don't support violent vigilantism or revolution, I'm more condemning the powers that be for being so fricking inflexible on the matter and refusing to implement change. Wasn't it JFK who said those who make peaceful change impossible make violent revolution inevitable?

Between electing trump and this more recent tragedy, I kinda feel like I'm living in france in the 1780s. And that's not really a good place to be. We need change, legitimate change, through legitimate avenues. We need healthcare reform. I outlined the problems. I outlined the solutions. This is common sense, honestly. The only problem is the wealthy keep pushing a crappy status quo that no one wants on us, and people are getting increasingly angry. 

Once again, I call on the democrats to actually advocate for actual healthcare reform. Show that political courage. Buck the political establishment. Push for change, real change, that improves peoples' lives. Stop being cowards and show some backbone for once in your pathetic lives. 

And yeah, that's my stance on this. 

Monday, December 9, 2024

Why I think the steam deck is overrated

 So, I apparently cant express this opinion without getting downvoted on reddit, and I know this is a little outside of my normal subject matter on here, but I did want to discuss the steam deck a bit. 

So...the steam deck is basically a handheld gaming PC. And that's cool. I like the idea of the steam deck, if that makes any sense at all, but I don't like the reality of the steam deck. As such, I'm going to explain why. 

Background

So, I've been around the block for a while, I've seen other things like the steam deck for a while now. My original handheld that started my gaming obsession as a kid was a fricking game gear. And that thing was awesome in some ways, but there are reasons it eventually lost its console war to the game boy. And a lot of those flaws are in the steam deck as well, and I'll discuss them when I get to the steam deck's flaws.

A bit more recently, but still ages ago at this point, I acquired the first generation of AMD APU laptops. I remember when the "Llano" laptops came out and I bought one for around $380, which is about what a baseline steam deck costs. And it was kind of cool at the time. I could run new games, including skyrim, battlefield 3, and minecraft on the thing. Keep in mind this was in 2011, so this was impressive as heck. I played tons of COD on it, tons of team fortress 2, counter strike, fallout and skyrim, you name it on the thing.

But...then over time it collected dust. The fact was, despite being able to be JUST enough to run modern releases at the time, games had since gotten significantly more demanding, with it not able to run newer titles at all just a year or two later. I mean, yeah, it's cool, oh wow, a cheap gaming PC that can barely run modern games at 30 FPS 720p with compromises. But as time went on, it just collected dust, and considering the other issues with a laptop form factor (some of which is transferrable to the steam deck), I just lost interest in it over time. And I never did replace the laptop. Why? Because it wasnt worth the money to do so. Originally I was considering it, but once i got android tablets and went in that direction, I hadnt been back since. With all of that said, when I look at the steam deck, I kind of see a combination of the game gear and the steam deck, and also a bunch of additional flaws as well. That said, let's discuss why I don't like the steam deck. 

1) Size/portability

Okay so....this thing is HUGE. Like, it's bigger than the game gear, and that wasn't that portable. it's more portable than my old laptop, but when I imagine going out with me and having something portable to take with me, I just can't see me lugging this around. A tablet in a bag, sure. The razer handheld I just bought instead of the steam deck? Yeah. The fact is, if I were to buy a portable device, I'd want something that I can actually game on the go on. The steam deck just isn't that device. It's too big, it's painful to carry around, and to get into point two which is related to this:

2) Battery life

The battery life is trash. Like....if you go full throttle on the thing and use it to its full capabilities, playing a game at like 30 FPS 720p like cyberpunk 2077, it's gonna only last like an hour 20 minutes. So...the thing's portability is also limited by the fact that it uses so much power it just dies quickly if you push it. These kinds of issues are the kinds that also plagued the game gear when I was a kid. I took it on vacation and it was good in the car and in the hotel room, but out in public? Nah. It's big, it's bulky, and then the thing only lasts for like 2-4 hours. This is even BIGGER, MORE BULKY, and lasts more like....1.3 hours.

And people can go, but you know you can play less demanding games on it, right? Okay, but let's consider the specs. The CPU is a quad core AMD APU that is basically like a ryzen 3100 with worse clock speeds....and a GPU is on par with like, say, the PS4 GPU so like a HD 7870 or a GTX 760/960. So that said, this thing will be pushed with any game from 2013 onward. Sure, I've heard people say it's great for low end games like cuphead or the binding of isaac, but what if I don't want to play those? I'll get to that more later, but you see the issues with the thing? it has battery life that is...on par with my old laptop when it was new. Like 2 hours full throttle and maybe like 4 or something when doing lighter stuff (apparently up to 3-12 with the OLED version, 2-8 with LCD), and yeah, it's just like...okay. It's not that portable. 

So...that said, between these two points, and probably a few more points on this list, I'm not gonna wanna take this thing out of my house. Meaning it's not that portable. So let's consider IN my house next...

3) I wouldn't really wanna use it in my house either...

I hear some people saying "ah but you dont get it, sometimes you just wanna sit down on the couch and do some gaming"....okay...well....first of all, I have a gaming desktop that does everything I want and then some in my house, and it's multiple times stronger than a steam deck. As I said, the thing is equivalent to like a mid range gaming PC from the mid 2010s. Which is impressive for the form factor, but again, remember that laptop? There's a reason it collects dust.

The fact is, IN my house, if I wanted to do something in another room, I could just use a steam link. I bought one of those when steam liquidated its stock of them, and I literally can run an ethernet cable across my house to where it's at and play that. 

And in theory, I can even use steam link over wifi. It sucked when i tried it on my tablet, but i did it on that 2011 laptop back in the day. Wasnt a great experience but it worked at least. And given I just bought an android handheld instead of a steam deck that's marketed at doing just that, yeah....I can do that better. 

But beyond that, it's not just that, there are other reasons I wouldnt wanna use it in my house either.

4) Game compatibility is spotty

So this is a big elephant in the room with the thing, but this thing does NOT run windows. It runs steam OS, which is a linux distro basically. And a lot of games dont work out of the box. And sadly, a lot of the games most impacted are....precisely the kinds of games I'd wanna play. You see, I do a lot of online shooters, and they DONT WORK WITH THIS THING WELL AT ALL. A lot of them lack compatibility because they gotta run stuff through proton and wine and that doesnt play well with an anti cheat very well. Not to mention, the idea of playing a competitive FPS with a controller is just...no. 

Offline stuff, sure, but not that. So the games I'd wanna play most just arent that playable on the thing. 

Not to mention, a lot of new games have other issues. Do you think you can run starfield smoothly on the thing? No, not really. People have tried, it seems to get like 20 FPS. It runs worse than OG skyrim did on my 2011 laptop. Battlefield 2042, even if it didnt have the anti cheat issues, is also unplayable.Like people tried to get it working on windows on it and it just runs...bad. It's not powerful enough. And again, i did run BF3 which was new back in the day on my laptop. So...yeah. This thing is already limited there.

But but, you say, you can run older and less demanding games. Okay, but what's the point? Fallout 3, NV, Skyrim, FO4 would all run great on the thing. Sure. But the amount of titles I'd want to regularly play isn't worth it. 

And let's not ignore a very glaring flaw that I maybe should've put up above with the portability stuff.

5) Limited storage

The promise of the steam deck is being able to bring your PC library on the go. But let's do some math. The base model is $400 and has 256 GB in it. It originally had a 64 GB model which was recently liquidated on sale for $300, and a 512 LCD version it phased out for $340. I did kind of consider stuff like that steam deck, and also the baseline rog ally for $350 back over black friday, but i couldn't justify it, for all of the reasons I'm mentioning (if anything, the rog ally has even MORE problems with it, like being weaker, having worse battery life, getting you banned from COD because it doesnt play well with anti cheat, frying its own SD card slot due to a design flaw, etc.) and more. But one thing that really bugs me is the storage space.

When I bought that 2011 laptop, I had 500 GB of storage in it. Actually like 400something because windows, but you get the idea. But here's the thing. Games were SMALL back then. Skyrim was like 8 GB. Battlefield 3 I think was like 30 with DLC and that was HUGE. I remember when Rage 1 came out in 2011 and everyone freaked since it was 20 GB. So you can ACTUALLY stick a library of games on 0.5-1TB back then.

Not these days. Let me go over the size of some games I'd want to play:

Halo infinite: 73 GB

Halo MCC: 126 GB

Just cause 3: 51 GB

Just cause 4: 61 GB

Far cry 5: 66 GB

Far Cry 6: 51 GB

Fallout 4: 97 GB

Deathloop: 31 GB

Call of Duty (incompatible): 221 GB

Battlefield 2042: 93 GB

Ark survival evolved: 139 GB

Tiny tina's wonderlands: 49 GB

You get the idea. Admittedly older games are smaller, but yeah. The base model is 256 GB. That's only enough for like 2-5 games. So much for bringing an entire library whereever i go. And yes, you can put an SD card on it. But then you are paying $90 more for a 1 TB SD card. 

And yes, there are more expensive OLED models with 512 GB to 1 TB but still, you go through that like crazy. I have like 5 TB of storage in my gaming PC. And it's mostly full of just games. 

And keep in mind for a while the cheap steam deck was 64 GB. I'm strugglign with 64 GB on my android tablet. Because games like COD mobile want like 12 the last i checked. One of the reasons i bought the razer handheld instead. Like, in an android environment, 128 GB + a SD card can go a long way, but on PC....it's nothing. Heck, COD itself could use up almost half of a rog ally's 512 GB. 

So yeah. I just can't justify that. 

6) Do I really wanna play PC games with a controller?

I mean, most PC games are made for keyboard and mouse. Dont get me wrong a lot of games technically work with a controller, but the real question of if I'd wanna use one with them is debatable. Maybe single player games but definitely not multiplayer. This goes back to point 3 and the whole "i wouldnt wanna use this in my house either" thing. And if i was gonna do it, i could just stream to an android device with a controller. Which is...again, a reason I opted for the razer edge handheld instead. Even then, I plan to mostly game either on PC or through steam link to my dedicated streaming device and use KBM there. And even there, competitive PC games arent great because latency.

7) Intermittent internet on the go

So say you take your steam deck with you outside of the house despite all I said above. Okay, Better stick to online games because a lot of places dont have wifi. And even if you did get wifi, imagine the game you wanna play gets hit with a 50 GB patch when you go online. Are you really gonna wanna download a patch over public wifi? Me neither. Again, not the end of the world with android since updates are small and a lot of games dont need updating and you can fit more on an android device for more mileage, but yeah it's just...why this?

8) "but but you can play old games!"

Okay well if you wanted to play old games it kinda defeats the point of the device. A lot of the games people on steam deck often talk about playing also have mobile ports. Like stardew valley or hades or celeste or whatever, not that I'd even wanna play those. I feel like the only thing im missing with the steam deck are gen 7 console ports because gen 8 games have the size problem. So stuff like, again, fallout, skyrim, stuff like that. 

 Conclusion

The fact is, when you actually whittle down the logistics of the idea, it actually just comes off as problematic. And that's how I approach politics. I dont advocate for ideas...unless I can figure out a plan to implement those ideas into reality. The steam deck is a great idea, a great concept. A portable gaming PC you can take everywhere. But then when I think about the logistics of actually using such a device, I just can't justify it. Not only is it expensive (which i didn't count against it, but maybe I should have, its $400 for a base model and up to $700 for thew 1 TB oled...might as well buy an entry level gaming laptop at that price), but it's also extremely bulky, limited to being tethered to a power source for more than an hour or three of game play, the storage doesnt get you many games, many games id wanna run aren't compatble with it, many of them i wouldnt wanna play on the go anyway, so when you really come down to it, what's the point?

I've had devices like this before. I said at the beginning of this the game boy beat the game gear for a reason. The reasons primarily came down to portability. Game boy was actually portable. Game gear was bulky and had the same power issues. And this thing is like my old laptop. Same portability issues, same barely running games at 30 FPS, and then you gotta consider the storage thing in the modern era of 50-100 GB games, you gotta consider how well games work without internet. And yeah.

if I want a portable gaming device, I want something portable. I could buy a switch for nintendo games for instance. I could use my 3DS a friend gave me. I can use an android tablet, which has been my go to for the past decade. Heck, instead of a steam deck, I bought a razer edge handheld for half the price of a steam deck, and I know it's capable of doing most of what I'd wanna do. 

So maybe I dont got fallout or skyrim on the go. But do I need them on the go? Would I wanna play games that in depth on the go? Like, most PC games arent even made for portability in mind. They're meant to be played with you sitting in the same spot for hours.

Mobile games are made for "on the go". Games made for portable systems through the ages are made for "on the go." And gaming systems that are successful normally at least can handle 3 hours of battery life on full load, with up to 6-10 for lighter stuff. Heck older stuff like the DS regularly lasted 6-10. 

So it's like...I like the IDEA of this device. I don't like the REALITY of this debate. i don't like the logistics of this device. And yeah, I just wanted to write about it and this is the place where I post stuff I wanna write about.